I Never Loved You !!

Let me confess today

I never loved you.

I just loved your smile,

As they are reason for my happiness

As they make the world a beautiful place to live

As they speak the unspoken

And they give me the reason to continue my life.

But, let me confess today

I never loved you.

I just loved your eyes

As they are most beautiful creation of God

The nature, the trees, the moon, the sun, the lakes, the mountains

The wind, the sunshine, the flowers, the fragrance

Everything lost attraction, when I look into your eyes.

But, let me confess today

I never loved you.

I just loved your heart

The emotions it carries is a treasure that one can have

The love it has is what I want to wear for the rest of my life

And your heartbeats are the reasons to continue my life

But, let me confess today

I never loved you.

I just loved the mess in you

I just accepted the way you are

I just love your hand, your leg, your hair, your fingers,

Your ears, your hair and just head to toe

But, I never loved you.

I want to hug you for what you are

And I want to kiss you for what you are

I want to hold you in my arms

Kiss your eyes

Kiss your nose

Kiss your body

Hold you close, and I want to kiss your smile.

But, let me confess today

I never loved you.

becoming you !!

Is it your mesmerizing smile
the ocean eyes
golden hair
your lips

Or your innocence
your whisper
your heart
your soft touch

What is drifting me away
from me

I kept wondering how
you touched my soul
with your eyes
with your smile
with your 'connect'
and with your soul

I held my heart long
ignored my love for you
until i realized
I love you
coz I love you

No point omitting my own existence
i have become you
i feel being you
they feel me being you

The heartache is dying away
for i am free
uphold my existence
of being you...!!

Happy Birthday...!!

Happy  Birthday Shee...!! A very happy birthday...!!

Want to make a wish today for the "very special you"... but you know what...

I am confused again, as usual
What do I wish for you on this auspicious day...!!

You got everything in life
The courage - unparallel, the smile - ever vibrant
Mom so caring
Father so inspirational
Husband so loving
And son - the rainbow of your life

So what should I wish for you today...
Just continue to be happy ever
Keep smiling
Keep spreading smiles
And, just be the way you are
You are the best
Let me accept it today... You are simply the best

And you know what
You have become the best since 5th Oct 2009
The moment  you met me, your life changed
You became wiser
You became happier
You became knowledgeable
You became understanding
You started appreciating what you have got
You started loving the world
You started loving the people
You started understanding the life
You appreciated the meaning of friendship

You got blessed
You got lucky
Your stars changed for the good

I am really confused now
What do I wish for you sweety...
When you already got the best in your life in me

I am confused again, as usual
What do I wish for you on this auspicious day...!!
Ahh God, she got me, what shall I wish for her today...!!
 

Few Quotes

Some quotes that you can NOT relate to:

- Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard.
- Do not let the pain make you hate.
- Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
- Take pride - even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.
- Home is supposedly a bond between you and that one certain place.
- टूटा फूटा ही सही घऱ बार होना चाहिए।


 

Life...!!

Life is

A collection of thoughts to wound you
Some shattered dreams
Some shuttered eyes
And some broken promises

Life is
Some water... in eyes
Some rain... to hide waters
A rainbow... never seen
And some relations... never understood

Life is
A wretched feeling
A journey with lost map
Some ifs and buts
And some conditions apply

Life is
Being alone in crowd
Running away from oneself
Some hollow baggage relations
And some never to be met expectations...!!
 

ख़ुशी तलाशती ज़िन्दगी...!!

रुक सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
थम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
उस बारिश की मिटटी की तरह
जम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी

दूसरों की खुशियोंमें खुश रहना
रह गयी हैज़िन्दगी
अपनी ख़ुशी तलाशती
रह गयी हैज़िन्दगी

ना किनारा कोई ना नाव कोई
बहता पानी ले जा रहा है कहीं
रुक सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
थम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी

रुक सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
थम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी

अपने छोड़ देतेहैं साथ
रिश्तों से उठगया है विश्वास
बस हूँ मैं अकेली
ये बन गया है विश्वास

रुक सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
थम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी
उस बारिश की मिटटी की तरह
जम सी गयी है ज़िन्दगी

- Nidhi Gupta -

अधूरे पल...!!

तुम क्या लेकर आये थे,

और क्या लेकर जाओगे…

वक़्त कहाँ चाहिए ये सोचने के लिए,

इक बिखरी हुई रूह को।

कुछ अधूरे ख्वाब,

कुछ अधूरा एहसास,

और अधूरा प्यार…

कुछ अधूरी इज्ज़त,

कुछ अधूरी सोच,

और कुछ अधूरी हसरतें...

हथेली में भरी निराशाएं,

आस्मां भरी नफरतें,

ये तनहाइयाँ…

और कुछ अधूरी तमन्नाएँ…।

जीवन की अनसुलझी परिभाषा,

और इक अधूरी ज़िन्दगी…।

इतना कुछ तो है साथ ले जाने को…

बहुत होगा ये सब ऐ खुदा,

शायद इक और जन्म बिताने को…

वर्ना कमी थोडेना है तेरे पास,

और न ही कभी कंजूसी की…

तूने ये सब मुझ पे लुटाने की…… ।।